The mystery of waiting.

It’s no secret I’m an impatient soul. I don’t cold well with having to wait on life decisions. In my head I know where I want to be for the rest of the year and how it should map out. However, I’m now fielding other options and panicking. I get fixated on things.

I have a tendency to see something, decide I need to do it, add it to the schedule, and be whole heartedly determined. If you would like to hire me for general life planning I am available, I will (in bold) help you achieve your goals. But I wonder if this stops me seeing what’s off the track, sometimes the best adventures are when you step away from the path you think you should take. This summer what I’m doing could be very similar to last year, you don’t want to get burned by the same flame twice.

Last summer I worked hard, cried, laughed, and made some great friends. But it was also hard. I hate making decisions. Thing to do now is not to reminisce on the decision, wait till you know more is all you can do. For now chill and embrace life for what it is, i.e. don't over think for no reason.